“I just want to be fucking happy,” Julia Michaels screams halfway through her newest Inner Monologues Part 1 EP. She continues with “Sometimes I think I kill relationships for art.” The song is truly a relatable gem.

Today, we get to see a new aesthetically-pleasing video to accompany the track, which was offered on part one of Michaels’ Inner Monologues series. The EP hit shelves near the end of last month and features the hit singles “What A Time” featuring Niall Horan and her incredibly true and genuine hit, “Anxiety” featuring Selena Gomez. Earlier this week, Julia Michaels offered vocals in a new James Bay track.

Watch the “Happy” video below.